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It's Been A Long Time Of Wondering
I started noticing more changes in my physical well being about 5 years ago. Unable to sit comfortably, losing strength on my hands and...
Heather Mattoon
Nov 21, 20232 min read
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BALANCING WITH HONOR
Thank you for reading, I hope that you are feeling peaceful at this moment. The last post that I wrote was charged with a lot of pain and...
Heather Mattoon
Oct 6, 20235 min read
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GREY DAY UPDATES
Thank you for reading, I hope that you are doing well. It is indeed a grey day and I am resting in bed doing some free form writing to...
Heather Mattoon
Sep 30, 20235 min read
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EMANATIONS
Everything we intend, think, say and do Becomes a ripple, a pattern, a form And shifts, adds beauty, harmony hurt or distortion to the...
Heather Mattoon
Aug 5, 20222 min read
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A HEALING JOURNEY
My intention is to start sharing more about things that have helped me along my way in regards to physical health. The awareness that has...
Heather Mattoon
May 25, 20223 min read
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TO REMAIN RESILIENT
I’m laying here in bed next to Mia who’s laying here in bed on a pile of papers sent from IHSS. An offshoot of Medi Cal insurance which...
Heather Mattoon
Jul 29, 20212 min read
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SLOW AND STEADY
I woke up from a dream about a tiger and a dog taking turns chasing each other down a long trail. I was observing the cadence of their...
Heather Mattoon
May 15, 20213 min read
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CHAMOMILE AND QUESTIONS
Today I am steeping chamomile, dandelion root, burdock and calendula. To soothe my nervous system, body and mind. I am upright in the...
Heather Mattoon
Mar 22, 20211 min read
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HOW DO I CONTRIBUTE
What can I contribute to the world if I’m unable to get out of bed? If my energy is being used only for getting up, lifting myself up to...
Heather Mattoon
Mar 12, 20212 min read
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SUSTAINABLE BALANCE
I am realizing that when I am overstimulated, I get overwhelmed and knocked off my center which results in usually, a period of...
Heather Mattoon
Feb 20, 20213 min read
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CHECK IN 5
Once in a while on this roller coaster ebb and flow journey, I feel stuck in anxiety loops. Especially when going through a period that...
Heather Mattoon
Nov 1, 20202 min read
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CULTIVATING PEACE
I have been noticing that I have some new subscribers and this inspires me to write and share even though I have been in a quiet period...
Heather Mattoon
Jul 30, 20202 min read
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THE YELLOW TANAGERS
I can't just hop around from place to place like this sweet bird! If I am somewhere, it is intentional and I have to make the most of it...
Heather Mattoon
May 25, 20202 min read
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LOVINGLY STARING AT TREES
I need to be painting today but my arm is too sore. Shoulder elbow wrist and fingers all need this rest. And so we have another day of...
Heather Mattoon
May 22, 20202 min read
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PROCESSING
A friend drove me to see the ocean today. I’ve spent a very long time trying to escape the reality of my situation and I’m too tired now...
Heather Mattoon
May 20, 20202 min read
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BUILDING THE HABIT OF ASKING
My world spins slow. As I give myself more and more permission to do less and less. I have to. I've enlisted a designated part of me to...
Heather Mattoon
May 15, 20201 min read
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WELCOME, I'M HERE
Bewilderment. That is the word that describes my state of being today. Frail and bewildered as I go and just barely wade through the day....
Heather Mattoon
May 14, 20202 min read
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SOFTER
A major component of my transformation toward better healing practice, is reprogramming myself to truly believe that I deserve and am...
Heather Mattoon
May 12, 20203 min read
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HONORING HELP AND HONORING RECEIVING
Thank you for reading. It feels wonderful to be creating this special space to write, to share and to attempt to put the right words to...
Heather Mattoon
May 12, 20202 min read
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DRAWINGS FROM DREAMTIME
I love to draw and to paint. I am considering making some sort of under the bed slide out unit thing where I can just pull it out in...
Heather Mattoon
May 11, 20201 min read
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